“How Many Times?”

Like the breeze 1A

“How Many Times?”

How many times i couln’t sleep
Cause i saw you dien’ in my dreams
How many times you lied to me
Raised my hopes and i belived
So many times you went away
Even thou you promest me to stay
You always said soon it’ll be ok
But till today, nothing’s changed

And now i know, It’s too late
You lost your soul, You’ll never change
This strength of mine, Wasn’t strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of love

And now i know, It’s too late
You lost your soul, You’ll never change
This streath of mine, Wasn’t strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of us

How many times they said i’m a fool
But it’s your child i have faith in you
I always thought one day i would realize
Leaving him reatcin paradise
But now i know it was just a dream
Now i know it will never be
a beautiful completed family
you just exist in my dreams

And now i know, It’s too late
You lost your soul, You’ll never change
This strength of mine, Wasn’t strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of love

And now i know, It’s too late
You lost your soul, You’ll never change
This streath of mine, Wasn’t strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of us
Intead of us

 

 

Gain In Pain

Gain In Pain

By Mihran Kalaydjian, CHA

Consultant, Strategist, and Writer

 

I fall a prey to great affliction,
Undergo sufferance with botheration.

Why should I undergo pain and fret?
Why should I twitching heartache get?

Why should I undergo this distress?
Why should I have this unhappiness?

I stumble to interpret and expound,
I am helpless to unravel and come around!

In God’s wonderful and glorious creation,
There is nothing whatever without reason!

‘Oh! God! Why have you thrown me over-board?
Oh! God! Why am I saddled with such a load? ‘

‘Oh! Ye man, when life is trying and troublesome,
Difficult, with misery, formidable and toilsome;

With worry, trials and tribulations,
You are made tough to get invigoration;

You gather spirit, strength and tenacity,
You become chaste, pure with sublimity;

Distress gives you the grit and determination,
To overcome the bitterness in the situation;

With sufferance you learn endurance,
You engender enthusiasm and tolerance;

With pain you restrain and gain wisdom,
You are seasoned, cohesive and solemn;

With affliction you beget verve and inspiration,
You become deeply profound with beatification! ‘